The Beginning of the End and Becoming a Nun

Today I had the first treatment of my last round of chemo. I am scheduled for two more treatments, the last ending on Jan. 14th. I am beginning to experience the side effects again, which believe it or not, I had already actually forgotten about. I have had two weeks off and have been feeling so normal and healthy, that I forgot about how lousy I used to feel. It isn't that I forgot what the side effects were; it's that I forgot how they make me feel.

I guess this is a good thing because it means that once the treatments are finished I should be backing to feeling really good. I never thought I would forget what chemo feels like and yet here I am after just a short break from it, I have already forgotten. I don't know if it's because I have a really short memory or if it's because I have been focusing on the good things and not the negative. All through this cancer journey I have focused on the blessings in the midst of the trials. There have been so many blessings: answered prayer, God's faithfulness, support from so many loved ones including cards, meals, hugs, phone calls, emails, gifts, etc. , and strength for each day in the midst of weakness.

One more thing. . . I have wanted to inform you all that I am going to be a nun. Yes, it's true. I have been preparing for this for a while, but I haven't told many people yet. It is official now. I will be a nun in the community theater production of The Sound of Music. Did I get your attention on that one? I am so excited about being a part in the musical. The nuns sing all their songs in Latin and usually acapella. The music is beautiful and I have always loved the movie. If you are in Wilson during the first week of February, come and see me. I'll post more information on the play later. It is going to be great.

Thanks for keeping up with how I am doing. I have really appreciated so many of you reading this and encouraging me with your comments.